January 2012
sleepymoonchild asked: To the tylenol pm post: Ackk! Try to ween off. I started to take benadryl or tylenol pm five years and was up to 8 a night recently. Be sure not to stop cold turkey. You'll withdraw from the diphenhydramine, and it's awful. But please don't let it get worse! There are ways to fix your sleeping schedule. You may have something called non-24-sleep-wake-syndrome where your body works...
December 2011
2012 DIY Goals
• Wall mural
• Upcycled books book shelves.
• Refurbish an old desk from salvation.
• Re-design and upcycle the lockers in my garage.
Up to having to take 4 Tylenol PM to get even...
I’m starting to get worried about my health.
It feels like I let the insomnia get to far and I want to rewind and get help but now I can’t sleep, I don’t have energy, my temperature has been fluctuating a lot lately, I get dizzy, fatigued and nauseous constantly.
I don’t want this anymore,
I want to function normally.
I miss feeling alive.
friend: i got an A on my calculus test
friend: i got a hot boyfriend
friend: i had so much fun partying this weekend
me: one time i got four notes on a text post i made
thekidwithfro asked: You're absolutely Beautiful.
I don't get it
mychosenwords:
Seeing emotional posts on facebook make me so unbelieveably mad, but if that same person would post the same thing on tumblr I would be more sympathetic and have the wan’t to make them not so sad anymore. Something about emotion and facebook just doesn’t connet with me it all seems fake, call me crazy but i really dislike facebook a lot more since joining tumblr.
mychosenwords:
You dream you slept with someone in your arms, comfortable, happy and calm. Until you wake and your by yourself, sad, lonely, empty. The dreams that hurt the most are the ones who felt real and after you awake they feel not like a dream but a memory misplaced in your mind
mychosenwords:
Sometimes you just have to let go and have faith in your decision.
Haven't slept in over 24 hours.
“When you have insomnia, you’re never really asleep, and you’re never really awake”
My fever his high and I have sweats. I haven’t slept more then 8 hours since Monday.
It’s almost a hungover feeling.
My mural in my room is coming along well though, I can’t wait to finish it!
"I had a glorious orgasm and slept like a baby."
Me: Why am I still single?
Brain: You're weird as shit, lol.
Body: And you're fat lmao.
Face: Plus you're pretty ugly too lmfao.
Food: Don't worry babe, I'm here for you.
As of today;
I’m going to go tanning, keep growing out my hair and dieting AKA adderall, no weed, no sugar, no soda, and no food.
Breaking the cycle.
I can’t keep doing the same things, and expecting different results.
I would rather wait for my prince charming than settle for a huntsmen.
Constant Headache
ahmarjum:
Your love was foreign to me, it made me think that maybe human is not such a bad thing to be. But I just laid there in protest, entirely fucked. It’s such a stubborn reminder one perfect nights not enough.
